Do you ever feel like not moving? I dont mean not leaving the house. I mean, not wanting to load a dishwasher. Not wanting to wash clothes. Not wanting to get up to pee. Just like every move would take every bit of life out of you. I hate it. Its not fair to my kids. Not fair to the husband. And really, I wouldnt treat anyone as badly as I treat myself. I am my own worst enemy. Have you ever thought, my husband, my kids, deserve more than me?
Saturday, July 26, 2008
trying to understand.
All I seem to do are picture posts. So much easier, and a picture is worth a thousand words right? Sometimes I wish I could write, or type more of what goes on in me. Its not easy. I have my serious ups and downs, and now is a down. so I have the TIME to document it. but no desire really. How common is this? Do most women go through sadness and depression?
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Oh honey - I know what you mean. Don't be so hard on yourself. Love yourself and the rest comes one step at a time!
You are a beautiful,wonderful person.
We all have our ups and downs, some worse than others, but YOU can overcome it.
Learning to love ourselves is a big thing, one that if we do then things wouldn't be so hard, especially as a women. But loving ourselves is SO HARD.
Love ya.
Come hang out here this week, then you'll feel better;)
Thanks guys, I always debate journaling the bad/sad. But in the end, I do want this to be my reality. So I can look back and see what things were really like.
Lisa
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