Do you ever feel like not moving? I dont mean not leaving the house. I mean, not wanting to load a dishwasher. Not wanting to wash clothes. Not wanting to get up to pee. Just like every move would take every bit of life out of you. I hate it. Its not fair to my kids. Not fair to the husband. And really, I wouldnt treat anyone as badly as I treat myself. I am my own worst enemy. Have you ever thought, my husband, my kids, deserve more than me?
Saturday, July 26, 2008
trying to understand.
All I seem to do are picture posts. So much easier, and a picture is worth a thousand words right? Sometimes I wish I could write, or type more of what goes on in me. Its not easy. I have my serious ups and downs, and now is a down. so I have the TIME to document it. but no desire really. How common is this? Do most women go through sadness and depression?